Good and loyal friends have suggested that I put my name forward to be Act's candidate in Epsom.
They have supported me over many years and therefore I have given their advice serious consideration.
It's a crucial role. But for Act's success in Epsom in 2008, Helen Clark would have remained Prime Minister. And its success in 2011 also kept Labour out of power.
That's why the attacks on John banks are so intense and sustained. Act's success has proved the difference between a National-led Government and a Labour-Green one.
Very true. Without ACT both times, the Maori Party would have held the balance of power and may well have gone with Labour and the Greens.
Act provides a much-needed political counterweight to the other parties calling always for more government spending and ever-more regulation.
We need a champion for individual freedom and personal responsibility. Act is that champion.
Sadly, much bruised.
And now the position of Act candidate for Epsom is open again. I am very pleased Act has excellent candidates in prospect. I have concluded it can't be me.
I now don't have the necessary passion and enthusiasm to do the job well. Yes, I loved it and I gave it everything I had. And then some. But it's gone now. I am not sure why that is. It just is.
There was a time when winston peters could rattle an entire government, bringing ministers to their knees. Now, even junior ministers get the better of him.
I think it's sad. Peters appears like some aged rock star who has partied way too hard and is now up on stage trying to relive the glory days. Or perhaps a champion boxer who has stayed too long in the ring. I wouldn't want that.
I thought the worst thing for Peters was getting dumped in 2008. No. The worst thing for Peters was getting back in 2011.
New MPs snigger at him. There was a time he would have swatted them down like flies.
Knowing when to go is important in politics.
I have a project under way in christchurch. We have a third baby due in July. I have new and different challenges ahead.
Plus if Rodney stood again for Epsom, we'd lost him as a great columnist!
In a related story, Cameron Brewer (again) rules himself out for Epsom, but Matthew Hooton is listed as considering throwing his name in the ring saying ACT needs a generational change.